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smokahontas - attack attack!

2010-08-19T01:29:00.000-07:00

I’m alone in a crowded room
Conversations that I’ll never remember
Trapped in a reality
That shouldn’t be, that shouldn’t be
Show me the way
Allow me to see cause my heart is broken
Be my escape
Allow me to see with a word unspoken

Oh I am separated from the one I was made to love
I’m pathetic and lost
They are so separating
I am the one who had control
You are upon me
This darkness closing in
Is just beginning
This darkness closing in
Is just beginning

Show me the way allow me see cause my heart is broken
Be my escape allow me to see with a word unspoken
Oh let me feel this love again let me feel this love again

Oh I am separated from the one I was made to love
What is this life void of love

It’s not a life at all
What is this life void of love

Can you feel your heart as it hits the ground
Can you feel your heart as it hits the ground
This darkness closing is just beginning
This darkness closing is never going to end

How do you expect me to trust you when everything you say is a lie
I’m sticking up for my friends I can count on
This is loyalty this is a family

attack attack - smokahontas

http://www.myspace.com/attackattack

DEMAND IT!

last post belong to

2010-08-19T01:00:00.000-07:00

hello guys? how's your condition?
well bye the way this is my first post on fasting yeyeye ,i dont want to share anythin here
because sooooo many stories i've ever did and learned. whatever it sad or happy
hm dont waste any character just this letter that can imagine my mood now................

it's hard to forget someone whom you've imagined spending your forever with

this is the last post belongs to you. congrats ya♥ :)

icharupita!✗♥✗♥

rest in peace ya:")

2010-08-04T05:36:00.000-07:00

hello blog :)
disini gue sedikit mau cerita sedih nih hm hm
pertama tama kenalin temen smp gue

yap his name is fadly firmansyah ,lahir tanggal 27agustus92
oke hm sedih nih gue ,walaupun ga sahabat sahabat bet
ya tetep aja kita sempet satu ekskul english club kankan kan tau gue bahasa inggris lo jago iri gue sama lo sebenernya WKWKWKKW
oke skip
Tuhan mungkin lagi berkata lain ,lo dipanggil duluan ke sisi-Nya
Allah pasti lagi ngerencanain sesuatu yang better pasti percaya deh sama gue

good bye ya Alm.Fadly Firmansyah............

EH ANEH BANGET! canggung bet sumpah manggil nama lo pake embel almarhum.ya tapi mau gimana lagi gue juga gabisa nentang kehendak dari Atas ,kalo emang kenyatannya gini
mungkin gue cuma bisa doain semoga lo tenang ya di sisi-Nya ,gue yakin lo masuk surga
amin amin amin..........................
gara gara lo nih gue jadi ngerasa deket sama ajal ,gue takut banget emang ajal ga liat dari umur waktu kapan siapa dan dimana-_-
ya tapi balik lagi ke semuanya.................ga ada yang tau kan rahasia Allah .mungkin lo duluan yang di panggil dan insyaAllah gue bakal nyusul lo kok ,tenang aja

sekali lagi walaupun sangat sangat canggung...............

good bye Alm. Fadly Firmansyah ,semoga lo diterima di sisi-Nya ,amin :")

-

2010-08-01T21:58:00.000-07:00

the best memories are the ones that you try to explain .but in the end you just say......
you had to be there♥

untitled

2010-08-01T21:40:00.000-07:00

ramal ramal~

2010-08-01T20:28:00.000-07:00

well ,hellaw blog
oke gue mau sharing dikit soal kejadian kemaren
yayaya kemaren ,tepatnya hari minggu gue ketemu sama dvn
sedikit ngenes gimana gitu ,terakhir ketemu dia masalahnya di tempat ini juga ,bedanya kalo dulu ketemu dia ,gue masih deket .sekarang? ketemu dia udah kaya orang ga kenal .boro boro nyapa senyum aja engga -_- ngeliat dia aja gue ga berani haha.oke skip masa iya curhat terus dari kemaren soal dvn.

oiya kemaren gue ketemu om ce .terus kenapa cha?
ya sesuai judul .gue diramal

pict tarot nya ga kaya gini tapi ya hampr sama lah

okeoke perlu di beritahukan bahwa gue ga percaya sama ramalan ,bagi gue itu cuma yaaaa for fun aja :p

jadi gini .pertama ketemu om che dia nanya

"bintang lo apa?"

gue jawab : "capricorn"
om ce :

lo orang nya gampang buat sayang sama orang ,lo bisa buat diri lo sayang sama orang sekarang tp sayangnya lo gamau jadian

well .ya tmn tmn chat gue emg banyak ,kilat buat gue tanggepin dan buat gue sayang sm orang itu.....................unfortunately gue males karna suatu alasan eheh. ya bcs im happy for stuck on someone now hehe

then dengan kilat om ce keluarin kartu tarot nya dia ,gue disuruh ngocok kartu dan pilih 6 kartu ,lalu dibagi jadi 3 .past ,present ,and future yang masing masing 2kartu isinya

past :

om che bilang
"dulu pasti lo gapernah sayang sama mantan mantan lo ,lo jadian ya jadian tapi ga pake hati. ibaratnya pas lo jadian lo baru nyoba buat suka ,kalo lo ga suka ya putus ,makanya lo jadian bentar2"

son-of-a-btch! that was true .sedikit shock om ce bisa nebak.ya dulu emang gue gitu tapi..........................skrg ga kok hehe

present :

om ce bilang
"lo udh baik kok skrg,ya berubah .belakangan ini pasti lo lagi sayang bgt sama orang yang buat lo sayang tulus banget .tapi pas udah deket deket nya .lo ditinggal. ya bisa aja ini karma"
gue bilang
"hah...................kok tau-_- yah kan malu"
om ce bilang
"hm lo mau gue kasih tau yang pait apa yg seneng dulu nih"
gue bilang
"pait dulu deh"
om ce bilang
"lo bakal jomblo rada lama nih ,kalo jadian sama org paling ga serius kaya kemaren"
gue
yah parah amat om-_- trs yang seneng nya apa
om ce bilang
"lo bakal jadian sama orang yang pas banget sama lo.tapi nanti sekitar februari"
gue
"FEBRUARI BULAN DEPAN?!?!?!?! seeeeeeeet deh=.= eh om mau nanya ,kan td lo tau gue lg dkt sama org tapi dia ninggalin gitu .kira2 gue bisa balik ga sama dia"
om ce
"susah cha ,dia emang dasarnya sifatnya kaya gitu"
gue
"beneran ga ada harapan om?"
om ce
"susah cha ,dia udh ada rasa sama orang lain .tapi gue bisa bantu lo kalo lo mau buat dia balik sama lo .tapi gabisa skrg"
gue
"yah om gajadi deh-_-"

FutureE

om ce bilang
"bakal ada yang balik sama lo ,dr masa lalu lo juga"
gue
"siapa om-_-"
om ce bilang
"lo dulu pernah deket kok ,suka smsan ,tapi pas mau jadian lo tinggalin gitu aja.ciri2 nya dia berahang panjang gitu .dia org nya bijaksana kok kalo ngasih nasihat.tapi dia cuek nya minta ampun ,pengen banget diperhatiin"
gue
"jangan jangan.......................hm oke oke gamungkin gamungkin"

oke eh udh ye kapan kapan lagi ,gue buru2 nih.

oke sedikit ramalan dari om ce ,rada shock gara2 itu hampir sesuai tapi hm hm yang paitnya.........................gue sedih banget deh kkw tapi selaw wake up .yang nentuin masa depan itu kita sendiri .kita bisa ngerubah masa depan kita yega kalo kita nya mau berusaha hhe
oke segini dulu ya blog ,caww <3

tell me..........................

2010-07-30T08:28:00.000-07:00

semua keadaan yang terjadi itu pasti ada sebab dan akibat ,gak mungkin sesuatu terjadi begitu aja

right.............
karna kata kata itu bikin gue galau ,ga galau juga deng lebe tapi ya kata kata itu bikin gue intropeksi dengan apa semua yang telah gue lakuin ,in every false step that i take kalo gaya gaulnya -_-
jadi gini..............
deg-degan nih asli ceritanya ,jujur jujuran now im stuck in one person ,well susah bagi gue sayang sama orang tanpa ada nya a-guy-behind-it-all-who-makes-this-flow~
dan oke bisa dibaca latest post gue ,left tanpa ada alasan jelas

sedih ga? jelas.
ga cari orang lain?.wake up so many guys outta there. ya ya ya i wanna leave. really but many reason that makes me to still staying like this altough it hurts me a lot.

oke cukup cukup di entri ini gue ga mau sedih sedih atau begging and try to pick up the pieces dan ngebuat segalanya balik lagi
ya gamungkin dan pasti sangat sangat lah canggung
tapi yang gue pertanyain adalah

reason.

itu yang buat gue deg-deg-an -_- mikir apa salah gue.........apa yang kurang dari gue......................
tell me where's the negative ,surely i'll change it .i'll do better
gue takut banget bangetan ada back stabber yang bilang macem macem soal gue -_-
soalnya setelah gue pikir pikir ,kesalahan fatal yang gue buat ke lo apa ,biar coba gue ubah pengen banget bangetan deh
well ,susah buat ngaca diri sendiri .apa kesalahan kita yang ga kita sadari sama sekali. gampang banget cari kesalahan orang lain .tapi buat cari kesalahan diri sendiri itu lebih susah .mudah untuk judge kesalahan orang lain tapi lebih susah untuk nge judge kesalahan diri .mudah nyuruh orang untuk ngerubah sikap tapi buat ngerubah sikap diri sendiri itu lebih susah-_-
so tell me what's my bad habbit? :/

ANONYMOUS

2010-07-28T07:25:00.000-07:00

God gave us two ears to hear, two eyes to see and two hands to hold. But why did God give us only one heart? Because he wants us to find the other one.

Is the word "love" important?
I don't know but for me, you are more important.
Do you know why?
Because how can I say "I love you" if you're not here.

One time I asked you, "why do you love her so much?" you told me, "because we've been together for so long", I got annoyed because you're numb, you didn't even think that the time you were together, it took me longer to have waited for you.

No matter how many times I get hurt because of you, I won't leave you. Because even if I have a hundred reasons to leave you, I'll look for that one reason to fight for you.

some people said said that if you are unable to sleep, it's because there's someone thinking about you...surely that person misses you. That's why if you can't sleep, sorry, I can't help it.............

I thought I was the unluckiest person in the world, then I looked at you and smiled. Why? Because no matter how unlucky I was, it was worth it because of you.

They said love is like a toy. When it's new, it's so loved and don't want to lend it to others, doesn't want anybody touching it and don't want to let go of it. Yes, it's being taken care of, but the down side is, it's being played so many times.

When the time comes for you to leave me, just say! so I can let you go. But let me embrace you while saying, " You'll go back to me, When she leaves you."

In love, the past is not important, but the present. Experience is more relevant than the pain you went through. The only thing that will make it stronger is forgiveness and not the retorting of sin.

God is so good. He knows where a person will be happy, where they can love and be loved, where heaven on earth is. Now I know why He put me near you.

Any guy can love a thousand girls...but only a rare guy can love one girl in a thousand ways

In every girls life there will always be those three guys...the one she loves, the one she hates, and the one she cant get enough of...and in the end...they're all the same guy.

Find that guy that will pick up every piece of your shattered heart & put it back together; Replacing it with a piece of his.

I love you not because I need you, I need you because I love you

If you asked me how many times you have crossed my mind, I would say once, because you never really left…

They say love hides in every corner , then I must be walking in circles

Others will say, loving someone is tiring: sometimes happy, sometimes you'll cry!
They said I'd have enough someday.
I said to them, that is not true, you know why? "when does ever a person had enough if her love is true.."

I wish I had never known you. I was happy before even when you were not there yet. Unlike now, you make me suffer, I know that you didn't mean to have known me. Me too, I wasn't planning on loving you.

No matter what words were used or what meaning about love was delivered, love quotes were said and written out of inspiration and to emphasize each person’s purpose for living…and that is to give love.

-anonymous♥

i-miss-you♡

2010-07-27T06:10:00.001-07:00

And if it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart, the only dream that mattered had come true. In this life, I was loved by you ♡
Colin Raye

cha kenapa pasang foto thomas and friends? gatau -_-

saman saman saman!

2010-07-27T05:39:00.000-07:00

oke hello blog <3
by the way gue mau review dikit nih

oke liat kan gambar di atas apa?????? yepsaman

udah rada lama sih yaaaa sekitar 2minggu yang lalu ada penutupan mos gitu deh di 71 sekolah gue .ya ya ya walaupun lumayan berantakan :"(
gimana ga berantakan ya gue dan yang lain tuh udah latihan gerakannya dan tiba tiba............akibat durasi yang ga memungkin kan ,banyak part yang di cut jadi?????? ya rada berantakan gitu karna semua serba mendadak dan yah maklum masih junior kak >.<

ngerasa aneh sama kostum nya? kok item2 gitu sih cha?
kok kaya pendekar sih cha? kok gapake kerudung? kok bukannya saman bajunya warna warni gitu????

mau tau ajaaa~~ :p ,

ga deng itu karna ya sekali lagi mendadak!
yang penting saman tracesa paling top top top wkwk untung aja walaupun kurang-maksimal tampil saman pas penutupan mos ,adik adik kelas nya banyak yang berminat ikut kok :))) hihihi mereka pada bilang saman kemarin keren ehehe seneng ga iyalah seneng siapa yang ga seneng.....................~~(","~~)
oke cukup lagi rada bete nich nich dirumah sendiri hm hm hm :"/
kok jadi curhat wkwk
oiya welcoming puasa yaaa sebentar lagi nih.............................

(>>'_')>> gue selaku owner blog ini mohon minta maaf ya kalo ada salah :'>
xixi<3

IM BACK♥

2010-07-21T22:54:00.000-07:00

hello blog :)
long time no share ,and long time i lost from this site
now? trying to activate this blog ,ya totally im back with a new concept

kenapa gue ngilang dan ngehapus semua entri blog?

ya sedikit sedih sih udah ninggalin blog ini ,alesan cuma satu .yap haters! maklum lah tahun lalu gue masih utas~

aaa really fckn miss this blog!
rencananya sih mau bikin blog baru ,tapi ehe ehe males~

by the way ,HOW ARE YOU? FINE?
♥

2009-11-20T19:38:00.000-08:00

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